Thursday, March 31, 2011

Dosen't know anymore.

I don't know if I wanna fight anymore.... I think I'm to the point I'll accept whatever I'm givin no matter how much it hurts.

I don't know if I wanna be here anymore....

I want to cry tonight and pry I wake up and everything okay again with everybody. I wanna save the world, but in reality I can't save myself.

Bad night getting worse, I'm starting to think to hard.

Then the hallucination come and then, I black out...

Can't we skip some things tonight, I'm begging over here. >_<

Ya know I think I can live being second to Tetris. No sarcasim intended... if that's what it takes so be it.

I wanna take 4 sleeping pills but, I don't know what could tip me in the 'Soichi's be rushed to the Hospital' line.

I want to be held and told I'm not every bad thing I think I am, or a burden.... even if I know I'm wrong.

I just wanna....

I just wanna....

make you happy.

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