All I can really say.
No much else tell, no one cares how I feel. That I'm crying writting this because everything I've believed in in the last 8 months was untrue or pointless.
You won't even talk to me, it's always like this when you're up there and we argue. You don't care you have somethihng else to keep you busy. While I'm locked in my room feeling like I could die at any moment.
I really wish I would.
I'm hurt because two people didn't know how to be responsible adults.... It's not fair but then again good guys finish last. They get what they want, while I.... get to feel nothing. Absolutly nothing but pain.
You get the satifaction of helping out to two friends.
Our Savor.
It's not even after you so WRONG for doing this.... you get made because I get fed up with it and leave you, not even leave just wanted to leave this place in general. There is no way you can justify you being the one to go to Grand Rapids. Even then I should of been asked, not stated too.
It all dosen't matter now.
You choice.... what was more important to you.
My choice, is to wollow in my self pain, and hopefully waste away. Not like anyone can get into my room I barricaded it with my bed. Didn't eat yesterday, not eattin today. I don't even wanna watch True Blood.
Screw True Blood.
I'm going back to staring at my wall now. If anyone's readying this, (in which case I doubt it) don't care. If he dosen't you damn sure shouldn't.
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